Mahanidhi Madan Gopal Das
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In the following beautiful
manjari meditation, Sri Prabodhananda Sarasvati gives very a clear and detailed
picture of the feelings, form and actions of one of Srimat iRadharani’s
divinely youthful (12-13 years old) serving girls i.e. dasi, kinkari or manjari.
This is an ideal daily
meditation for anyone who has or desires to attain a spiritual body i.e. siddha
deha/svarupa as a manjari/gopi to eternally and lovingly serve Sri Radha and
Her beloved Syama in Sri VrajaDhama.
Such transcendental
meditations are very helpful in deepening and culturing the persona (abhimana)
of a maidservant of Srimati Radharani. Sri Thakura Mahasaya, “O Sri Radha, You
are my Pranesvari! And I always think of myself as Yourdasi manjari,
kohetumipranesvari,mora hoy dasiabhimana.” (Pr. Bk. Candrika 88)
By doing this meditation, you
will taste drops of the beauty, excitement and joy you will experience upon
attaining Radha-Govindaprema and your
nitya-seva in Sri Krishna’s Vrajalila.
Now forget everything—the
world, everyone in it, and your assumed self too.
Just think deeply, visualize
and realize:
By the mercy of Sri Hari and
Sri Guru, I have received a spiritual form, siddha svarupa/dehain order to affectionately
and intimately serve Sri SriRadha-Govinda Yugala in the eternally blissful
realm of Vrndavana.
To permanently fix my eternal
and REAL spiritual identity, I will deeply concentrate, meditate upon and
internally visualize my true self as follows:
I have a beautiful, young,
fresh and eternal transcendental, sac-cid-ananda siddha svarupa, divine
spiritual body.I am a lovely kinkari maidservant of Isvari Radha. I have a
glistening, pleasing golden complexion, and I am adorned with jeweled necklaces
and a multicolored blouse. Being a fresh maiden,I abound in honey sweetness.
My beautiful lotus-stem
shaped arms are glorified with bracelets and jeweled armlets. My shiny,bouncy,
black hair braid hangs down to my captivating buttocks like a dangling vine.
Its playful swinging movements further enhance my beauty.
As Radhika’s kinkari
(manjari), I have an enchantingly thin waist. An electric blue-green divine
silk garment with artistic folds hangs down to my ankles. A fine cloth
embroidered with flowers and leaves covers my hair and the sides of my face. A
sweet shy smile plays upon my reddish lips.
My glances are light and
playful, and my movements are extremely attractive. My pure tender heart is
always excited with the amazing amorous affairs of Radha-Madhava.
Humility and sweet behavior
are foremost among my unlimited good qualities. Radharani personally taught me,
so now I am expert in all the arts of pleasing Radha and Krishna.
After receiving them directly
from Their loving hands, I wear Priya-Priyatama’s beautiful clothes, ornaments
and flower malas. And this make me especially attractive. I regularly relish
Radha and Krishna’s astonishingly tasty prasada pan and betel nut. Being an
expert manjari, I immediately know what Radha’s needs just by Her glance or
thought. Always Radhe-Syama and all Their dearest sakhisare very affectionate
to me.
I carry whatever is needed
for seva i.e. scents, water, garlands, kunkum, pan, cosmetics etc. for
Radhe-Syama’s nightly meetings. As a Radhikakinkari, I constantly taste the
sweet madhura rasa arising from Sri Radha’s beautiful form, qualities and
pastimes. I remain forever thrilled by remembering Radhika’s intimate affairs
with Syama.
My intense loving affection
for Radharani continually submerges me an ocean of happiness. Whether awake,
dreaming or deeply sleeping, I desire nothing but Radha’s
seva. And I know absolutely nothing but Sri Radha’s sweet lotus feet.
I immediately run,like a
river rushing to sea, toward anything even remotely connected with Radha. If
even a moment passes without Radha, I practically die. Like a shadow following
an object, I am always beside Sri Radha throughout the day and night. My deep
attachment to Radha immerses me in a boundless ocean of ecstatic love for
Radha.
And most astonishingly,
sometimes when Kunjesvari enjoys with Priyatama in a keli-kunja, Radha pulls me
into the bed and under the covers with Her and Syama!Ah ha! Just see the
intimacy that Srimati showers upon me, Her most fortunate maidservant!
Tasting the bliss of serving
Kisori Jeu, I thrill and tremble in ecstasy. Everyone is enchanted by my
brilliant bodily luster and loveliness as I run here and there in anxiety to
perfectly please my Priya Sundari.
My soothing bodily effulgence
beautifies and enriches all ten directions. When I hear Priya-Priyatama’s
secret love talks, I tremble in joy, bloom with happiness and surge with satisfaction.
The soothing, nectar-sweet words cascading from the lovely lotus mouth of
Srimati Radhika continually dance in waves of joy in My heart. (Vrindavana Mahimamrta
8.17-42)
Jai Jai Sri Radhe! Sri Guru
ki jai! Radha-Govinda Yugala ki jai!
Manjariabhimansvarupa
meditation ki jai!
Manjari Bhava meditation ki Jai!!
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